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i put yoyr other cat in gay baby jail
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here's my cat for your efforts!
[asker image id: a picture of a tabby cat sitting in a small box labelled "Fort Asshole", looking at the viewer in a way that could almost be described as offended.]
i put your cat in gay baby jail
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#in stars and time#isat#poorly drawn isat#isat spoilers#isat siffrin#black classic tabby with mid white spotting. and a bowl cut.#mobbu....#i didnt forget to color the inside of sifs hat shut up.#prism-empurress#NOBODY SAW THAT. NONE.#DO NOT SPEAK OF IT.
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mild wank
tbh the fact that they did in fact have a frost giant on the throne of asgard has made extra sceptical about a lot of this fandom's meta. i know i seem like (am) a bitch about things but i do try to see the point someone is trying to argue. okay maybe loki did try and talk thor out of going to jotunheim. maybe he didn't usually get to go on these little murder-sprees because of the social isolation of being terribly important. maybe thor and loki both started out as anti-imperialist commies. maybe they really were allergic to the solid gold palace they grew up in.
but no, i can do that less now. i just think "well, given that nobody had in several hundred years bothered to try and avoid the otherwise quite likely having of a frost giant on the etc etc, i have my doubts about this thing that character said too and how you, oh fellow traveller in fandom, have interpreted it."
#also none of you know how monarchies work and that's increasingly hard for me to keep pretending i haven't noticed.#for instance i never saw anyone mention that the 'imagined slights' bar of a prince is not where ours would be?#because it would include “this person didn't bow low enough when they met me” and shit like that wouldn't it?#especially in the context of “i am so oppressed by being only the second most important person on this flat planet”#the frost giant reveal is partly NOT about the facts of the matter so much as about this *would* explain any of those slights.#even though nobody else seems to know. but it makes sense in the lad's confused little mind in that moment doesn't it?#they somehow knew and every worry is now objectively true and also worse than it was before because now he thinks he deserves it D:#even the 'odin had a secret evil plan' thing might for all we know be based on one incident where he didn't spot his frosty son in a crowd#which OF COURSE meant he was shunning him and it made no sense at the time but now? oh now it does! (it does not. it never really happened.
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"We can get through this by working together, reach out to your friends, community is all we have, a social network will be your security in the world, now is the time to lean on others!"
I do agree, and it's scientifically sound (pretty sure there is data about how people with better social networks live longer and etc) but also....augh..... what about the severe social issues, difficulty to leave the house, physical issues which lead to like zero socialization energy a majority of the time, etc. etc. Social support can be a replacement for structural support, but.. I guess I just wish it didn't have to be. Community is extremely difficult to build, even moreso if you're someone who has issues with social cues or group conversations or even just being around others in the first place. And blah, nuance, of course I'm just complaining or maybe being too negative or maybe misunderstanding, but, I hardly have the energy to brush my hair once every 2 months.. how am I supposed to maintain a wide social network and be active in a Community and Join Groups lol... sometimes it kind of feels like "er.. well if thats my only option then...... ruh roh". It's overwhelming
#Kind of like some post I saw a long time ago talking about how even the meanest shittiest most difficult to get along with#elderly people or whaever still deserve to have some sort of systems in place to support them so they're not just relying on the#grace of relatives or etc. who may not be able to deal with them. Not saying that I'm like mean and cruel or anything#but the fact of the matter is in most social situations either I am compromising or the other person is. Not in like an ~`ouuu im so weirdd#nobody willever understand my quirky swagg hee heee~' way but like a.. Just factually the things that make me happy and comfortable#are often incompatible with people. The way I communicate and process things is different from the way other people do and that#is always a barrier. I cannot have ''easy''' interactions. Even with 'understanding' people there is nearly always a significant#amount of effort. You can't walk into a group of people and then be like ''okay you guys all have to wear#masks and you also cant play music too loud and also we should communicate turns of speaking very clearly so group conversations#arent too stressful. and also i need this and that and we have to do this and that and '' etc. etc. You CAN. And some people will#go along with that. but they will ALWAYS secretly resent you for it. You will be the one person they're relieved to not have to be around.#theyre glad when you dont show up since they can go back to doing things however they want and not masking and all these boring#annoying things. OR you can say none of that and just deal with the loud music and the talking and the unmasked people. but then#YOU'RE compromising. and no matter how nice they are it's exhausting to be around and youre just further alienated#while in the presence of people and uncofmrtoabel the whole time.#Which I'm not saying the only form of community is a group setting specificially but just giving that as an example lol#I just wish there were a better option than ''well learn to socialize normally or just suffer then'' . Which I know is not what people are#saying. I guess I just always feel a bit scared when 'community is the answer'. Since its not like 'oh im just socially anxious and need to#get out of my shell~!' or something thats really that remedy-able. It's like.. my mostly unchangeable physical health issues combined#with the mostly unchangable literal way that my brain processes sensory informationand other things means that interacting with#others in a normal and easy way is incredibly difficult and often exhausting especially to maintain in any longform fashion. So then#when it's like ''the answer to staying safe is to maintain longform social connections!! :3 just reach out!!'' then.. ermm... O_O#also I'm not even one of the cutesy shy emotional hermits that's nervous. I'm the Bad Stereotype emotionless robotic cold seeming#looms in the corner of the room type of thing so people have less pity on you in that way. -_- ANYWAY gghj#I need like.. a designated social representative or something.. When I did work in that bookshop forever ago they gave me a#person who basically was just with me to help communicate with others on my behalf and supervise me and stuff. I need that.. Some#more extraverted person I can latch onto and they can maintain the Social Support Network for me and I can just be their +1 to all#of the Social Things and community. I have helpful skills I can contribute to other people and stuff it's just like.. I cant socialize lol#I cook food or something for you.. then you keep me in contact with Community.. a deal. (but then what about when I'm too sick to#contribute? as is often the case. there's not much place for people like me in communities sometimes i fear.. sigh.) ***
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He has gone back 🥺😭
#worlds beyond number#wbn spoilers#matsuri interlude#and none of the adults saw him.......#nobody won the game except Euruslon:(#oh kish....
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Murder trio
i actually cried seeing this in my inbox i will not lie. like actually fucking cried tears of joy /srs absolutely no words can express just how absolutely thralled i am that you drew this. i'm actually ACTUALLY so so overjoyed and flattered and so happy that someone could manage to encapsulate just how much i love the jk!trio and just how silly they are and how you put your own spin on this and made them just as cute and silly and amazing as i've always wanted to see I'M ACTUALLY CRYING THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR DRAWING THE JK!MTT 😭😭😭
im so sorry for the late answer i have literally had no time to draw but TYSM FOR THIS I DREW MORE JK AU 4 YOU TO THANK YOU❤️❤️💜💜💙💙 ‼️‼️
they just got out of an extreme gaming session at the boardwalk arcade and now the suns setting and killer wants to get ice cream before it sets so they can watch the sunset but as usual she's a bit too excited for horror and dust to keep up and dust is absolutely dying (she gets ZERO excercise and killer is FAST) and horror just wants to take her time and also spare dust from killer's wrathful running speed. its ok though they manage to eat the icecream while watching the sunset even while slowed down (the vibes in this one are immaculate this is what jk fashion au stands for. silly fluffy important friendship bonding memories. i love. it's not full effort because i wanted to get this done quickly so i wouldnt respond late but im UNFORTUNATELY busy and now its been a day,,,,, I STILL LOVE THE ART YOU SENT ME THANM YKJ SO MUCH)
#nobody understands just how much i love this#NOBODY DOES. NOT A SINGLE ONE OF YOU. NONE.#this means so much to me i actually cant even explain#i NEVER expected that someone would ACTUALLY DRAW JK FASHION MTT. I NEVER DID#I JUST MADR JK AU BECAUSE I WAS FEELING LONELY AND BORED AND I LIKED THE CONCEPT#AND SOMEONE COMES OUT HERE AND MAKES ART OF SOMETHING I DIDN'T EVEN PUT THAT MUCH EFFORT INTO#IM ACTUALLY OVERJOYED I CANT BELIEVE THIS#i love art i love expression i love experiencing joy from the kindness of others#i don't even cry that much but this legitimately made me cry. like seriously#and theyre so cute and theyre so happy and sweet and amazing#and the rendering on this is absolutely fucking gorgeous#and i love how horror looks cute but she's giving dirty looks and all that#and killer is JUST SO HAPPY AND GO LUCKY AND STUPID I LOVE HER#DUST MY ANTISOCIAL BABY SHE LOOKS SO EMBARRASSED TO BE HERE#THIS IS SOOOO CUTE I CSNT HELP IM CDRYING IM DYING#how long did this take. i need to know. i can't believe you actually made art of my cheap concept and it looks so good#god now i need to draw more jk!mtt. just knowing that there's someone out there that likes the au so much makes me wanna create#goddamn ink and his joy of creating. he's cheering me on in my head right now#THIS IS LITERALLY THEM. THE MUTED COLOR PALETTES LOOK SO GOOD FOR THE FIRST 2#AND THEN THE BRIGHT PASTEL THIRS ONE??? ITS EXACTLY THE KIND OF GIRLY PASTEL CUTE I LOVE WITH THEM#unrelated but when i saw this in my inbox and it was censored i was expecting to see gore or something. not THIS. christmas came early#i had to whip up a thank you response quick and fast because this is the biggest mkst flattering thing ever. how can i not be thankful#how much art will it take to repay you for your time and effort. i will keep making jk au art until its been repaid#i really wanna use this as my pfp but i dont wanna not credit you so can i pls use it for my pfp.....???? will credit!!!!! PLEASE PLEASE PL#maybe i'll just redraw one of these and use it as my pfp instead if that's ok. i need to change my pfp anyways#ITS STOLEN ART AND I CANT FFIND THR OG ARTIST AND ITS BOTHERING ME I SHOULD CHANG IT#i get all giddy and happy and giggly when i see this it means so much to me. this is the best thing thats happened in ever#tricule asks#tricule art#jk fashion au
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decided that in my own personal canon, Santiago’s maker looked similar to Louis, simply because Ben Daniels stated that Santiago was very likely in love with his maker. and wouldn’t it be some kind of torture to fall in love with the man who murdered your first vampiric love? to then watch him fall in love with another, who bears an eerie resemblance to that first love? to be witness to something tender and affectionate blooming, every moment a memory of how none of those you’ve adored have ever wanted you back? it would be agony. it would be torture. god, you would just hate them to pieces, loathing even as you loved them. and you wouldn’t know peace - not until the whole pack of them learnt the horror of love, just as you have.
#I like to think that Santiago was courted by his maker. that it was a genuine interest#perhaps turned to be an immortal companion before his maker saw his mind and past and realised how dull he was#imagine being sold the beautiful dream of having an immortal companion who loves you and chose you out of everyone#to be the only they spend eternity with. forever in the arms of love#just for him to see you. truly see you as nobody ever has. and then instantly recoil#abandon you in disgust. he doesn’t care what you do. he doesn’t care where you go. he doesn’t care what you call yourself. francis.#santiago is a strange inverse of claudia#she is a grown woman struggling against her body - constantly being viewed as her past rather than who she truly is#but she is capable and knowing and refuses to pretend. she is Claudia the adult woman. she is Claudia the cage breaker. Claudia the killer.#while I think Santiago is still deep down Francis. lonely and needy and wanting someone to pick him. but nobody ever will#and so he covers himself up in lies and leather and performs on stage. and nobody thinks anyone is standing there but Santiago#I just LOVE torture. imagine how upsetting all of it would be#he’s still a foul cunt. but god the agony. Armand killing the man he loves. Armand falling in love with someone who looks so similar.#and Santiago can have none of them. will only be touched in anger. so make them angry. get them to touch him.#furious desire to hurt is a kind of desire. he’ll take what he can get. he’s going to get it.#he decides to become the new master of the coven when every part of him is clearly begging#please please please want me take me need me make me yours please don’t turn away don’t pick someone else#he’s so careless with the women because life’s not fair ladies! the powerful want you then they drop you after they’ve used you#if I’m a toy you’re all toys. if I’m used I’ll use up the lot of you.#exactly my favourite kind of guy. wants to be loved eternally would flinch if he received it because what even is this?#santiago iwtv#santiago#ldpdl#louis de pointe du lac#armand#armand iwtv#armand interview with the vampire#iwtv#interview with the vampire
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tbh im content with when i learned i was trans and wanted to transition because there was no way i wouldve been able to transition before i did, but i find myself getting really pissed off that nobody in my life even CONSIDERED the possibility that i might be a lesbian. i showed genuine disgust in all men until i was like 12 and from then on general disinterest unless i happened to find a boyfriend. i remember talking about how i never wanted to date a boy, kiss a boy, ect. and my mom would just say "haha you will one day :)" I HAVE A GAY UNCLE?? HER BROTHER IS GAY!!! HER BROTHER IS A HOMOSEXUAL and if SOMEONE HAD TOLD ME it was ok to be a lesbian before i started getting bullied for being one, i wouldve avoided so many awful situations
#like nobody even bothered to tell me girls could like girls#i just thought i wanted to me their friend#i dont think much wouldve changed in the sense that my soulmate is a trans woman#and i dont have a genital preference because i just never cared to#and i always saw trans women as women so i just didnt gaf about genitals#but like. god none of that shit with that guy had to happen!! none of it!!!#lesbian#genderqueer lesbian#transmasc#boy lesbian
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You probably get this asked a lot but do you have any particular things you keep in mind when writing in your journal? I started recently and it's been great but I find that Only recapping my day gets to be a bit tedious (esp when I don't go outside much lol) so I was curious what you do to keep motivated with it ! Ur sticker layouts are always so cutes btw I'm very inspired by them ^_^💖
Yeah! I mainly journal for Memory Keeping as i have a weird obsession with wanting to keep track of anything/everything, so i just think of what future cheye would want to know, instead of just recapping day.
Makes me really sad bc in college all i had energy to write was like "ate x went to class went to mailroom went to class 2 had x for dinner 1 am now goodnight" and its like. What about. The whole rest of it!! What did u do who did you talk to when was it that you saw a raccoon irl for the first time!!! Were you stressing over assignments?? Which and why!!! I have 0 tangible, meaningful, memories of what happened now. Just sterile clinical ones. :(
I do track things consistently like my rating for the day, the time i woke up and the time i go to bed, what i ate, if i cried, along wit other personal stats (i like the numbers!). Sometimes I also dont Do anything in a day so i just focus on other things, like taking the opportunity to write about feelings a little bit, so future cheye Knows the state of mind i was in on a given day, or maybe talk about how I bought something and am excited to wear/use it
Not much happened today so I wrote about and included how my dad described the plot of to, and showed me, some scenes of The Untouchables 1987 today because a song always reminds him of that movie...
yesterday I wrote about how my sister and I are planning on trying some pillsbury cocoa rolls on thursday, since we couldn't today, and that I am Excited.
I don't know, its small things that I feel I'd appreciate in the future even if they seem silly or pointless right now...(and also good for keeping track of personal growth, as Im hoping I at one point get to pinpoint where my complaints about Not Wanting to Drive fade away from the entries. Ykwim?)
ITS KIND OF LIKE THAT ONE POST ON HERE...like "if you see this tag one delight from your day no matter how small". You ""force"" yourself to come up with something to pad the entry with, and I think it's small things like that that will be really telling of your time here, in the future ^_^ time capsule of the old you
like. Did you see something insanely funny? Did your best friend say something weird... Did the internet platforms you browse all rally over a war criminal dying... Is it still rainy and chilly like it was yesterday? Are you excited for your birthday even if its many months away... What series did you start rewatching? Did u get scared by a shadow while walking your dog...idk! Anything, everything
#anonymous#skunk mail#long post#and none of these things have to be super detailed either!#like i have a separate journal for Feelings Theses. feelings in my main one are just like ''man i feel#like ass about everything again. cried a lot.''#i thingk its also like. idk i dont like to bother my friends so i don't have anyone to share stuff wit but myself#so i write it in there ..ykwim...like im feeling happy today i saw something cool i really want ice cream!#<- shit i wouldnt say to a friend or stuff id post to my priv account as the thought came to me that nobody wld care abt either
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If the sky is fake who’s to say that Celestia isn’t fake
Like yep sure it’s 3D modelled whatever bUT WHAT IF IT’S STILL FAKE. LIKE I’M SURE SOMEONE OUT THERE IN TEYVAT WOULD BE ABLE TO CONJURE A FAKE ONE UP NO PROBLEM
WHAT IF THE TRUE CELESTIA IS OUTSIDE AND RUINED-
(incoherent and long yapping in the tags bc I want to sleep and my head hurts)
#this is a very hear me out moment#I've already stated that I’d hate Celestia if I was living in Teyvat#bc a perpetually floating rock inhabited by gods nobody ever saw or heard from IS A RED FLAG HERE I SAID IT#AND EVERYONE IS SO CHILL ABOUT IT LIKE??? NONE OF Y’ALL WORRIED??? THAT THE MANAGER OF YOUR MANAGER (archon) NEVER SHOWS UP???#THAT THE ASSUMEDLY ALMIGHTY GODS MAY WAKE UP ONE DAY AND DECIDE nah annihilation time NOBODY IS WORRIED-#could not be me. could not be me I’d dig Teyvat right through to Khaenri’ah bc I’d be THAT paranoid#SECOND#Like ok Sustainer can have a nap time we all deserve it#but we literally obliterated a Divine Throne. And no alarms???? has gone off for the most Sus of the gods ever???#red. flag#something’s clearly not right#something’s very much. afoot. amiss. awry- (I’m going insane I need sleep)#SO#WHAT IF#THE CELESTIA AS WE SEE IT IS NOTHING BUT A FAKE OUT#AND THE TRUE CELESTIA IS INDEED IN THE SKY#BUT IN THE TRUE SKY#THE ONE BLOCKED OUT BY THE FIRMAMENT#AND THE SUSTAINER IS ON THE OUTSIDE SUPPORTING THE WHOLE SYSTEM#UNABLE TO WAKE UP/SYNCHRONIZE WITH TEYVAT#THAT’S IT that’S my theory now I shall finally go to sleep#genshin impact#genshin impact thoughts#afinna explores teyvat#genshin impact theory#genshin impact celestia#genshin impact teyvat#genshin impact 5.1#in my wildest dreams that won't come true bc we *know* Sustainer is alive on some level#in my wildest dreams there is a plot line in genshin that comes down to 'the gods that set out the rules are dead and gone and there was
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ppl saying "oh the votes were tampered with" well yeah this is the "rig the poll for me my psionic warriors" website, both sides were doing it. it was still a battle even if shady business was going on like it's practically part of the tournament for your side to try and cut more under-the-table deals than the other. it's a trial of committment to your chosen champion. are you willing to scrabble in the dirt for him. are you strong enough
its been fascinating watching what this round is making ppl do and even more so that everyone (or like a select very dedicated ppl) is getting in the dirt equal enough we are getting down to single digit vote differences. its a very rickish decision i think hed be proud of it. round 6 n 7 are gonna be brutal if this keeps up tho.
#just thankful this isnt twt where ppl can actually bot polls bc if i saw actual botting i would start redoing polls#anyways i think it's important to remember none of this actually tangibly matters n is just for fun#n if its fun to rally n be shady thats fine as long as everyones doing it n i dont start seeing 100 vote sways#its funny nobody did this sooner or like it wasnt as obvious to me#ask post
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to be honest with everybody I don't think I'm supposed to be here. I think I'm supposed to be somewhere else
#talking#when i was young i would play the same games over and over and i would think obsessively about what was beyond the area provided#i wanted so desperately to see the inside of the apartments in castelia city i would spend hours thinking about it#imagining what im missing#thinking with certainty there would be more to the game if i could just get to the points out of reach somehow#that same feeling of believing theres more out there but being locked out of it by some third party keeps happening#ill have dreams that feel infinitely more familiar and certain than the memories and experiences i have in real life#ill be gone for months only to wake up and learn none of it happened and it was just another product of my imagination#feels like im going nuts when i say i dont think the life im living is correct or accurate or. what word do i want#genuine? i dont feel like this is as real as it presents itself to be#i really dont know how to explain any of what im feeling without sounding like ive absolutely lost my mind. honestly maybe i have lost it#i just know that in my dreams the 'abnormal' events that occur feel infinitely more organic & real than the events that occur when im awake#like at some point in my childhood i fell into this parallel universe and nobody ever came to retrieve me so now this is how i live#all the surrealist media was right. i think im supposed to live somewhere more infinite and less. real? grounded?#i dont know. thinking about it makes my chest hurt#i dont know what the hell any of this is todays tag talk sort of got away from me and for that i applogize#ill toss it in the queue since ive been so chatty lately#saw this was still in the queue so im coming back to say i watched a movie about things like this#and i truly felt like i was dying#very fun
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It's a weird feelings when someone is objectively good at art but you just hate their art style. Like "Wow, you are so good at what you do! I don't like it, but I'm glad you do. Bye"
#king posts#things I will never say to anyone's face tho#also nobody here. none of my mutuals or anything#just saw someone's art and was like ''wow I love the colors. that's about all I can say. bye bye'' HUJFKDVC
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getting an embarassing amount of angry at this deluge of sexyman polls that all seem to have no idea what a sexyman actually is, or what the criteria for defining a sexyman are, or how a sexyman differs from characters that are merely popular or attractive
#if it's not a skinny white man in a suit or can't be anthro'd as a skinny white man in a suit i feel like it categorically isnt a sexyman#were none of you other people here in the early 2010s#i saw a skyrim sexyman poll with serena the vampire woman on it. that's not a sexyman!!! that's waifubait!!!!#is nobody else burdened with the knowledge that i am!!!!!!#louposting
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i hate my fucking father so much it is unreal annd i hate my mother and i hate my family and i hate every fucking person i grew up around for letting any of them fucking touch me. i know that shit was obvious and no one gave a fuck at all if they weren't actively encouraging it.
#it's fucking stupid how many times i had to get rushed to the hospital as a direct result of one of them#or how many times i showed up to school covered in bruises and injuries#or how i fucking freaked out whenever my dad came to pick me up from the afterschool childcare thing.#and one million other fucking things theres no way none of those stupid fucking neighbors never heard me screaming or saw me try to run out#i went to the fucking cops i went to cps i wasnt even fucking playing the part of the silent child well.#nobody ever fucking even bothered pretending they gave a fuck and now i have this stupid fucking broken body and fractured mind to show for#im so sick of it all im sick of living with the consequences of my parents actions.#i wish everyone in my family would fucking drop dead man.#child abuse#fucking whatever. man. i have to go to the doctors the day after my birthday#to see if they can fix a new thing i found out he fucked up in my fucking body. and im sick. and im tired.#personal
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lowkey. Not over my ex at all
#It’s been months man#And yet I still feel the ever lasting effects#Am k cruel? Manipulative? I don’t think I am but he said I was and I so badly want to believe it#Cuz maybe I’ll actually fix what’s wrong with me and people will actually love me#also s very love sick in the sense that I need someone to be in love with me#But going t4t hasn’t worked out that well for me (cough cough my ex..)#N I don’t wanna fuck up coming out to any cis guys#Which idek if I truly like them or if I’m just so desperate I’ll fall in love with anyone as long as they treat me right#I think one of th things keeping me from getting over him is the fact that he was so affectionate??? And I had gotten so used to that#Constant feeling cuz I never really had it before and now that I don’t have it anymore I don’t know what to do with myself#Not to mention I’m too scared to do all that again because he always wanted more despite my protests#I fucking hate this. How can I be touch starved and repulsed at the same time#I can’t do this shit anymore man. Fuck.#Vent#There r certain people o wish could see this but none of them use tumblr fuck fuck fuck#Me when one had mild crushes on cis guys )okay maybe just one that I don’t even think saw me as a real friend in the one semester k had wit#Him…) but we’re so different and I think he hates me and he’s friends with my friends and ijhhhhwj#I hate hate hate love#Hate being in love. Hate that I can’t be in love. Hate that nobody loves me#I actually cannot take this shit anymore it’s one of the only things that truly ever gets to me anymore
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idfk what to do with crochet doilies. i like making them, but i don't have surfaces to put them on.
#rambling#i googled things to do with doilies. like repurposing them or using them in other crafts or whatever#and none of the things i saw were things i'd do or be interested in#almost nobody i know uses doilies either. bah
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